drugs are slavery in not how you think..

a poem called virtual confession.

i was born…

my mother used drug during my birth(epidural)

i was given “drugs” at birth(antibiotics and vaccines)

i continued getting drugs from doctors when sick and healthy( teeth fluoride,radiation scans and mercury filings and stitches etc)

i was exposed to second hand smoke and other “pollution form living in “industrial homes”

i was exposed to sugar(sugar is a drug) and fat free foods(artificial sweeteners are a drug)

i was exposed to vaporization(poisons coming up thru the basement) from houses

black mold and allergens common to Midwest “flooded” remodeled homes

hvac often in low income homes are killing people and yet no one “notices”

i was exposed to “cleaners” and other “experimental products”

i was exposed to gmos without my “consent” or knowledge…

i started school and work and was exposed to “social toxins” and other psychological abuse they call “life”

i was introduced to the “drug war” in school and work and told what to “think and say”

i made “fun of those” i did not “understand” because i was told to “persecute the addicts” cause punishment ‘deters’

i reached the age of rebellion

i have used recreational drugs.

drug are ubiquitous growing up in american schools

i watched friends use and die in school( car accidents,overdoses etc…)

i learned i was not ready to use…

church taught me…

“all things we do lead to death.”

i watched as “that truth” is the truth in all ways in my own community

yet notice the hypocrisy of all communities in “define what is “destructive” to what and to whom

no matter how much my hand “work at it” to make a “change”

i worked contract work(temp work and laborer type jobs… (industrial demolition…exposure to dangerous gases and toxins)(pesticides and herbicides from lawn-care jobs) ( toxic chemicals form farming)( toxic fumes from working in plastic factories) (toxic asbestos removal) (toxic chemicals in working in underground warehouses) (toxic chemicals using to clean up fires and other disasters) (toxic chemicals used in production of food stuffs… read the packages most food products are toxic when you are producing them) (toxic fumes form welding and manufacturing work) ( toxic chemicals form working on industrial equipment) toxic fumes from working on “gas equipment”) (chemicals used to fireproof houses) ( breathing chemicals in chemicals spills in my own neighborhoods) (toxic interactions of janitorial cleanup chemicals) (nuclear radiation from swimming in ocean as youth) (chemicals from oceans) chemicals form playing in chemical watershed creeks growing up… many friends got sick and died of cancers… somehow i did not) ( exposure to computer radiation and wireless technology) (exposure to tars and bituminous in asphalt work) (exposure to concrete chemicals in concrete work)( exposure to constant conditions of living homeless) (exposure to chemicals in water from different parts of the country) exposure to air quality hazards in different parts of the country) (exposure to different chemicals used in the cleaning of laundry) ( exposure of chemicals in recycling metals and other electronics) exposure to bio pathogen contamination in recycling industries) ( exposure to chemicals used in prinitng and mass produce printing) ( exposure to paints and other laquers epoxies and glues) (exposure to drywall sanding and other construction dusts) ( exposure to heater fumes(kerosene) and constrution sites in the winter)

i am treated like i am expendable…..

and yet “other peoples (concern over drugs) is somehow “justified”

and wondered if anyone felt the same….

that last thing i was worried about was… the “chemicals” from the “drug war”…

i traveled the united states many times in search of a “home of hope”

only finding impoverished and “addicted communities”

i grew up fast and lost hope in making it out of poverty…

i rebelled using “technology” mainly computers

i found serenity in using technology vs technology… for a fake kinda peace…

i start a hacktivist quest….that can only go off into etc…

i posted all the “terrorist search words” to a profile of mine online…

strangers show up at and around my fathers house “looking at stuff”

i get an “out of nowhere” summons to be a juror for municipal court…

my dad attacks me while in college working on a “computer degree” after i told him i got my birth certificate to get a new ID

i go to jail and have my dna taken from me

i take a plea to probation

getting out of jail… all my street friends(gangster) welcome me… back…

my dad was a step dad was a known meth dealer.. in Kansas city…

i feared what he would do to me…and if he was setting me up…

i had studied drugs from books and online content but no “experience”

i learned the drug culture and how it(all drugs) is made

learned how the “transfer” of product and services is “experienced”…

i learned they are “only” about money.

i learned the whole of the world is “only” about the money…

i quit.

yet the world think that “recreational drugs” is the addiction…

addiction is money and civilization is money..

why did america think that persecuting the drug culture did anything

it destroy lives… on purpose to persecute those in drug culture and not face that fact of money involved…

the drug war is a systematic poverty scheme…

drugs are the last thing i was worried about “growing up” and even “going thru it”

people who persecute other are worshiping a false god… that the bible talked about… the god of unnatural cruelty… milcom/baal etc… many names…

then it occurred to me.. they are sacrificing the kids to that “culture of persecution” on purpose and for “profit”

it occurred to me… that most do not understand but are being sociopathy controlled and yet “feel like they are free in the money”

it occured to me that all are “programmed” if they do not understand and liv ethe truth…

it is called economic rationality

and under that economic rationality all who are programmed by it… will “protect there god(functional savior)” in it

understanding psychological and propaganda cyber wars… helped me understand the “tactics’ “money worshipers” use but not there “intent”

i could not understand how people could persecute me… when i have been exposed to so much “toxins” from working for money and yet when exposed to some “others” they had free leisure to persecute me and anyone because of it…

why did no one fight for me after all those other “exposures”?

i asked why… i screamed it in the street for a few years…

i asked GOD with all my heart… is there hope… for a world “addicted to money”

yet thinks that “its those other addictions”

money is a religion and american culture is the “mecca” of that worship..

then the whole bible made since…

Jesus came to destroy the works of the devil(a world about money)

i have nothing to do but “overcome” those who persecute me

cause “they” are “drunk” in there own “worshiping of money”

its not their fault….

and GODs plan is victorious…

“the truth shall set you free”

those who worship want that truth cannot “steal” it from you or anyone…

yet they try to steal it by “telling you who you are and what to do”

in a world that worships money…

there is no such thing as public apologizes.

those who own and sell you see you as entertainment

of which it is entertainment no mater what you do.

forever and ever on the fake time called the virtual world.

and the god of unnatural cruelty smiles forever…

and more children are sacrificed to money thru drugs that are only of money

thru pharmaceuticals and street drugs and pollution…

the god of unnatural cruelty smiles as you sacrifice those who have been seduced or entranced into drug culture…

and you all bang the drum while you persecute the children on the alter of the god of unnatural cruelty

no it is high tech… the god of unnatural cruelty is online with us..

smiling forever unchanged… face…

worship the money and never question it….

as we all serve the god of unnatural cruelty toward one another online together forever…. and ever… and ever… the snake eating its tail…

the god of unnatural cruelty thanks you forever…

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